Jealous

I am getting jealous of people...
I am unable to handle situations...
I am really not knowing the art of speaking... forget art.. even speaking...
I wanna speak with her... the only one with whom i speak well is... My Mom...
I wanna speak with her and also with my freinds...
Already my freindships are getting diluated day by day..

Will everything return Back....

I was getting... frequent Smsses....
I was getting... forwaded emails...
I was getting... her good smiles...
I was getting... good rersponse for my phone calls....

I waz just enjoying her freindship.. willl i get these things back....


Please god... if u r there... help me.. out........
I will talk to her today...

is everything finished

Am i over reacting.....
is it just a crush....
I am not knowing... but i am happy to be in touch with her...
Today evening everything will be clear.... I will call her for a cup of tea....
i will also apologize for the stupid Email mistakes....
Will she come with me...
She is moving tomaro... and my presents are still not yet bought....
lemme buy everything... today evening.... CD... book... album....

Things happends

This is Bad....
I checked the mail many times before sending... but i am not beliving... instead of putting "i have no proposal plans".. i have put... "I have proposal plans"... I just wanted to tell this to some one... i am just dumping this in my blog....
hope my name doesn't pops from where...
I want to cry... but i dunno why i cant....

Why Me....

Why me always...